♥angry (Thursday, October 27, 2005 / 11:44 pm)
yesterday:
supposed to be a day when i could go sch consult teachers happily, but gana a bomb blast when entering the sch. yeapx. it's the security guards. or rather the male one. when i was entering wif yk, (me walking at the front in quite a hasty pace), i din realise the female one is saying' excuse me' until yk shouted fer mi to stop. oh well, the male security guard scolded me w/o any hesitation, saying i'm trying to defy orders!!!!! or 'conveniently ignored them???'wad the hell... he tot he's emperor or wad is it, defy orders...HAH!!! the women was sitting inside the security house n i was walking so fast, how could i have caught wad she was saying?!?!? he shouldn't have barked at me so fiercely from the start.
i was even quite puzzled n harmless wif gd politeness in the first place. den he asked me to take out my bus pass n picked on me lor...still purposely say out my name out loud when he can't even pronounce it properly. somemore, purposely spoke to his colleague in a foreign language, think i dun understand is it. wan to act pro oso act properly lah...din i dun understand when u slipped in english words like ' is there a rule ....for defied behaviour?'
of course, i snapped back at him, diao him n gave attitude to him...think i scared of u is it...
realli think tt the sch pays him or rather i pay him ( out of my sch fees) is simply wasting resources....they juz have nothing better to do than to pick on students. too bored is it? hello...i tot ministry hires u all to safeguard the safety of the staff n students in sch, as in stopping strangers? protecting against suspicious character who may pose a threat? or terrorists? not picking on own sch students who r in sch uniform?!?!?! n i seriously think tt 1 security guard shld be staying put at the back gate to open it for students to enter, rather than both sitting at the front gate, chatting. aren't u all supposed to work? now, even after 1210, it's the sch's cleaners doing the job of opening n guarding back gate...it's realli a waste to hire 2 guards den. somemore, the male guard have been always going to canteen to eat so many times in the day lor. dis is wad i have observed when i was staying dere to study... he always cum for break... it's realli a waste to hire dis kind of ppl... realli got the urge to feedback to principal...but...i'm supposed to graduate already...
today:
studied chinese all day. feeling abit sick. received news of my guides planning to have farewell party fer me. a surprise though. coz din realli expected it. a chalet probably at 29 nov. yeah! one more thing 2 look 4ward 2 after A'levels. 3 more days to exams!!!!!