♥i love my holidays (Thursday, August 16, 2007 / 10:55 pm)
this blog has gone into immense hibernation
while i was having the time of my life.
last 2 months of holidays did not go to a waste as i stepped into another sphere of life.
that was a totally different environment
one that was away frm the sickening english-speaking,
psuedo-western society that i used to face everyday during sch.
i had new friends.
fun-loving ones who noe how to share and care.
i was everyone's baby and earned practically everyone's attention.
i felt happy when ppl told me i always never failed to bring laughter and smiles to my colleagues.
i was officially their 开心果
for once, it reminds me that i'm actually still a living soul and has a life.
and i went cranko wif loads of movie-watching and late nights out.
i went ecstatic when ppl told me A has crushes or B admires me.
(even though i dun show it)
i felt so touched when they moaned over my last day of work, my leaving.
i felt so touched when there were many pple who gave me treats and wished me all the best for my studies.
i felt touched when my best colleague gave me farewell gifts.
so sch starts now and i got to wave goodbye to all the food-feasts,late night movies and karaoke sessions
all would be part of my most treasured memory.
i'm so afraid to step back into reality, coz i noe i would have to face the loneliness once again,
walking and struggling the path all alone again
esp now, i'm going full swing into my major, in which all of my closer friends differ in.
stepping back into sch was a familiar yet also an unfamiliar feeling.
i am glad that i'm no longer the rookie that roams around the sch feeling helplessly.
i no longer step into lectures feeling lost.
looking back esp thru the little things i did,
such as sourcing for books, photocopying, printing notes frm the sch system,
selling 2nd hand textbooks,
i feel so much relieved and eased that i'm no longer that the green who felt so terrible inside as there were no one to guide me, or show me the ropes.
however, i got to marvel at the rapid changes coming forth.
within that short interval,
some of the processes have advanced and there were some adjustments to make.
and the new sch canteen is up!
now a brand new, shopping centre-like canteen welcomes us!