♥madness (Monday, January 07, 2008 / 9:48 pm)
I foresee the coming semester would be a complete madness for me
With already four NM modules on hand,
(which consist of weekly writing assignments, weekly drawing n designing assignments, mid term exams and projects for each of these four modules)
and hopefully the Socio module I wan to bid,
and my Primary 2 boy's thrice a week tuition,
I further killed myself by taking up another twice a week tuition assignment.
I'm quite hard-up recently.
Sch is reopening soon, everything needs $$$
Books, stationeries,papers, my ez-link $$$
Chinese New Year is also around, need new clothes
My contact lens have run out already,
so I need to purchase new sets soon
MONEY IS REALLY NO ENOUGH! Moreover, I'm involved in one of the club's events.
Marketing is fun but there is so much work to complete.
Sigh* no one to blame as I agreed to help voluntarily.
Luckily, it gonna end in a month's time.
Last matter of the day:
Finally, I would be seeing doctor on Wednesday.
I have been complaining about my heart aching and I feel its inconsistency in beating
till the point that I couldn't catch my breath.
It happened usually when I was rushing for a paper, writing continuously in a fast way for one hour.
But sometimes it would occur suddenly
Once when I finished my meal at canteen and standing up from my seat,
the pain attacked so suddenly that I had to sit down again to recover from the attack.
It din attack again after my exams,
hence I conveniently self-diagnosed it as a sympton of stress
Till 2 weeks ago, I met Xin Yu to settle some marketing stuff.
After rushing to a few places, the pain attacked me again when I was descending the stairs of a bridge.
It was so painful that I was speechless in the midst of my conversation with her.
She only noticed my sudden off-colour face and gave me a questioning look.
As the pain subsided very quickly, I gave her a weak smile and told her my condition.
She urged me to see a specialist.
This condition freaks me out for many activities.
I dun dare to go for any jogging already.
And I hesitate to play tennis too.
I dunno if exercising would help or worsen my condition
but my mum isn't agreeable to me going for small jogs in the evening,
as I usually go alone.
And I always make excuses in delaying my visit to the doctor
This time, mummy insisted probably because of the recent news of an artiste who passed away suddenly due to heart failure.
My parents also nagged at my involvement in Bike Quest when they learnt that I have to participate in the physical activities.
sigh...
人生病了，就是要看医生
尽管我多么不愿意
还是要看
只求一切正常
不会是什么心脏病的。
