♥I think I am sick (Monday, March 31, 2008 / 11:51 pm)
I think I am sick...
I think I am sick...When I keep asking mummy the same question after she told me the answers for more than 3 times.
I think I am sick...When I wish for my tutor to say 'Excellent job' instead of 'Good try'
I think I am sick...When I forgot that I have washed my hair twice tt day, and shampooed it for the third time.
I think I am sick...When I totally forgot where I have placed my notes just 5 minutes ago.
I think I am sick...When I get angry at myself for being so stupid after studying for a test diligently for 1 week.
I think I am sick...When I pinched myself for getting 80 marks for an assignment after seeing my friend get 90+
I think I am sick...When I started to whine even over the slightest thing.
I think I am sick... When I start to be intolerate towards people who live happily without worries and responsibilities.
I think I am sick...When I hog onto the MRT seat even though there's someone who needs it more than me.
I think I am sick...When I become a worry-wart.
I think I am sick for telling u so much.
-sidetrack 1-finally submitted the podcast today, and realized that this submission didn't ease my heavy assignment waiting list at all.
i came back home today, feeling half beaten, even though there wasn't anything heavy during the tutorial.
I touched up on my 2208's final piece of assignment 5 and realized that I haven touch the online project reading for tml's meeting.
Not to say it is due next mon and I worry for this thur's 2208 tutorial too.
-sidetrack 2-Managed to catch my first movie in 2008.
Ever since last December with the company of my 3 uni best friends (I think the movie was Mr Magnorium something...)
I din get to step into the movie theater again.
I dunno if I deserve this break, especially, I have to think of the piles of assignments pending on my table during my day out.
But Rule No#1 was not too bad.
So I went for dinner wif yc and we had a chat.
Till now, I'm still not very convinced if I had done the right thing in telling him all the things that happened in actual fact.
Coz I might end up as somebody had implied few years ago '害人精'
N I want to eliminate the possibility that people turn against me by implying that I'm telling tales.
anyway, years of friendship between them, some are fated to be the angel, some are fated to be the devil. N I always happen to fall in the latter category. Be it in CCAs, friendships and relationships, as usual.
or maybe I shld emulate this supermodel's EQ style, remain demure and angelistic to all matters regardless of defamation, insults and accusal.
but, I dun think I could shut my mouth up and live wif a conformed, empty brain.
dearies, u noe me that I'm all the while straightforward and daring wif my words. dun blame me.
